November 2010
24 posts
:) hope
tyrro:
i just dont understand….
Having the worst type of dream lately - intense ones I can’t consciously remember, but subconsciously I do remember. Makes it hard as I go through my day, to remember what feelings I have are based in reality and which ones are based in dreams.
I’ve been learning to driveeeee / my whole lifeeeeeeee / doo do do doooo
arcade fire - in the backseat (gorgeous song)
you, I adore.
If I get there early will it be the right time? Our heaven is just waiting So put your hand into mine If I get too surly will you take that in stride? Our boat is just there waiting So put your little hand in mine
Interpol - Specialist
sitting here, making sure that when you use this app and check off a todo, it disappears in a cutesy animation instead of just disappearing suddenly so you know the app did what you wanted.
this was important and fun yesterday, and now, it’s just banal and silly. I don’t know what I want to do with my life, but I know I want it to have meaning, and I know that what I’m doing now...
it constantly surprises me what a bitter and angry person I am.
Nothing upsets me more than fake piety, or at least what I perceive as fake. I feel very unfair about this.
“To Sherlock Holmes she is always ‘the woman’. I have seldom heard...”
– The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - opening sentence
lyrical phrases
frosted tips
exquisite pain
malapropism
unanswerable questions to help one focus
why?
what for?
how am i doing?
where have i been? where am i going?
musings
the worst part of having a cold is just how…dry…your nose feels after you cant sniffle any more.
i never thought i would get tired of being single, but I am. the best feeling in the world is to have someone to share your feelings with, but it has the be the right person.
finding that right person is more likely to be about making a stronger connection with someone you already know...
La lalala lalala la la (via Deep Blue (via the album The Suburbs (via The Arcade Fire (via Montreal and Houston)) (via the metaphorical concept of The Suburbs (via middle class parents moving to literal incubators outside cities to ‘safely’ raise their kids, in the process making their lives meaningless except a privileged few who can see outside it all, and not waste their time...
Some days it’s exhausting living with myself, just in the sense I end up arguing with myself, getting bored with myself, etc. (related: I hate being sick)
I hate when people actively get on a moral high horse about other people, to the point of real hatred, when they eventually do the same exact thing(s) as those other people.
As the famous quote goes: “let those without sin cast the first stone”. I would like to append “, lest you become as a sinner as well.”
While I do tend to get on my moral high horse about other...
I hate when people make me hate myself or feel small. I can forgive or deal with anything anyone does to me besides that.
I hope I can always take a hint, because when one can’t, it’s very embarrassing for them even if they don’t realize.
